Your first name of Brockmail is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. Uncontrolled thoughts and emotional upheavals could disturb your peace of mind and upset your finely-tuned nervous system, adversely affecting your health. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. You feel and sense much more than you can fully understand, and could become psychic if you delved into the occult. This name incorporates inspirational qualities, making you desire outlets in forms of art, drama, music, and vocal expression. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions.