Your first name of Cadfannan has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
