Your first name of Chayan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
