Your first name of Cishpi has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. Although you are not comfortable being the centre of attention, your dry sense of humour often deflects attention from your self-consciousness. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.
