Your first name of Deshawan is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. Uncontrolled thoughts and emotional upheavals could disturb your peace of mind and upset your finely-tuned nervous system, adversely affecting your health. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. You feel and sense much more than you can fully understand, and could become psychic if you delved into the occult. You find it difficult to be practical and patient, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. You find it difficult to be patient, practical, and systematic, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system.
