You feel impelled by intense desires that you cannot comprehend or satisfy. Although you have a versatile, clever, analytical mind, unfortunately you cannot direct your interest toward an undertaking for long, as you do not have the patience and practicality for systematic hard work and attention to detail. Because of your high strung, temperamental nature, you find you must wage a continual fight with yourself to control your lower nature. When in an overwrought state, you are subject to premonitions and uncontrolled thoughts that may lead to impulsive acts that you may later regret. The name Elwin gives you an inquisitive, restless, seeking nature. You have had the ideal, especially early in life, to accomplish something outstanding and to do something very worthwhile for humanity. This name gives you a versatile, clever, analytical mind, but unfortunately you cannot direct your interest toward an undertaking for long, as you do not have the patience and practicality for systematic hard work and attention to detail. On the other hand, you can be cynical and caustic, and you subject those around you to outbursts of temper and moods of self pity. You can express a very friendly, debonair personality to strangers which invariably makes a very favourable impression. It has been your experience that once you lose control to indulgent habits, for example, smoking, drinking, or emotional outbursts, it is very difficult to retain control.
