Your first name of Esfandyar is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. This name incorporates inspirational qualities, making you desire outlets in forms of art, drama, music, and vocal expression. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You have a romantic nature and love deeply, however, a suspicion could lead you to feel jealous and possessive and, unless you check yourself it could create problems in relationships. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions. You find it difficult to be patient, practical, and systematic, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you.
