Your first name of Gfsgffd has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. Although you are not comfortable being the centre of attention, your dry sense of humour often deflects attention from your self-consciousness. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system.