Your first name of Gilduin has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
