As Gvidonas you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head.
