The name of Haaije gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. even in a crowd. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.