It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. Because you tend to place great importance on little gestures and nuances, both in your own expression and in others' communication with you, it is easy for you to misconstrue another's intent and take too personally what is not meant to hurt. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. The name of Hamdessa gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. even in a crowd. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
