Your first name of Hardtman creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.