Your first name of Harikajah has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
