Given the training and opportunity, you could excel in music, art, drama, or writing. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. An element of variety and spontaneity is essential to maintain your interest and enthusiasm. If you do not cultivate the positive, constructive expression of your inner feelings through creative activity, you could become lost in fantasy and idle dreaming. Family, friends, and business associates often find you to be uncommunicative and secretive. In your personal relationships, self-consciousness and a fear of your deeper thoughts and feelings being misunderstood or belittled inhibit spontaneous verbal expression. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. While you prefer to avoid crowds and interaction with the public, you could be drawn to sales and promotion where you handle an exclusive product line or where you deal with the products of the earth as in forestry, mining, or real estate. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
