Your first name of Hawthorne has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses. An overheated bloodstream that throws off poisons through skin conditions such as boils, acne, or eczema could result.