As Hayrabed you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head.