Your first name of Hazzmatt creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. While your name brings you some fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
