The name of Hectorivan has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. Given the training and opportunity, you could excel in music, art, drama, or writing. This name gives you a strong appreciation of nature and sensitivity to the deeper questions of life. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. There would be a risk that uncontrolled, morbid thoughts could undermine your mental stability, causing extreme worry and irrational behaviour. Emotional urges could disrupt your personal relationships. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. When circumstances require the expression of sympathy or appreciation, you prefer to respond in writing. Depletion of your energy through emotional excess would create a craving for rich, quick-energy foods that can affect the skin through rashes or eczema, and aggravate any liver problems. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.