The name of Hiddi gives you a very idealistic nature. Your need for peace and harmony causes you to withdraw from any form of friction or confrontation. You are selective in your friendships and drawn to those who share your higher ideals. Your desire for peace and harmony causes you to withdraw from situations where there is friction and acrimony. These emotions may ultimately push away those whose affections you crave and cause you to suffer loneliness. Although you give the appearance of poise and confidence, you are reserved, sensitive, and self-conscious. Although you crave love and understanding, you are difficult to approach because you do not readily share your inner thoughts and needs. Often, it is only through writing that you are able to express your true feelings freely and convey your deep appreciation for those in close association. While you lack verbal expression and spontaneity under this name, you have a natural literary ability and writing comes easily to you. When under pressure you could experience sensitivity or tension in your nervous system that feels like butterflies.