The name of Higgaion gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
