Your first name of Hillar creates a serious, thoughtful nature, shrewd, efficient, and business-minded. You desire independence and freedom from the authority and interference of others. If given the training, you could develop musical and artistic expression. Being self-assured and self-reliant, you are naturally inclined toward operating your own business or pursuing opportunities where your sense of freedom would not be curtailed. You recognize the need, but feel a lack of fluency in verbal expression. Situations requiring sympathy and understanding, or where compliments are expected, may make you feel awkward and embarrassed. A tendency to be candid, combined with your diligence to look after the rights of people, can cause others to think of you as being interfering and bossy, or lacking in tact and understanding. You are not overly ambitious, preferring instead just to seek stable, settled conditions which are adequate to meet your responsibilities. In your personal relations with others, you are inclined to be rather serious, and not to see the humour others see, or to respond spontaneously. A tendency to worry far too much over obligations and responsibilities could lead to a disturbed mental state.