Your first name of Hillock creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. For your interest to be retained you need to be mentally challenged; this was most evident when young and in school. Because you learn so quickly you have little patience with those whose mental processes are somewhat slower, and you could become supercilious or somewhat "know it all" in your attitude. You work best on your own in fields such as with the products of the earth, real estate, or computer sciences, as long as you have the freedom to make your own decisions. " You do not mean to offend but being reserved creates a barrier in communication and makes you appear disinterested. Associating with your own age group often does not hold your interest and you tend to seek the stimulation of minds more mature than yourself. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.