Your first name of Hilst has many sterling qualities but does not give you an overall stability. A sense of futility and deep depression could follow. You throw yourself wholeheartedly into projects. This name creates a driving power that undermines emotional control. You are quick mentally and like to see things moving at an accelerated pace. Then you become disillusioned when they fall short of your expectations. Patience is not one of your virtues; you want to move when the impulse strikes you. As a result, you could have losses of relationships and business opportunities. There is such a driving power within you that, you cannot find an outlet or if your actions are thwarted in some way, you feel the reaction through extreme tension in the region of your solar plexus. Those closest to you suffer the brunt of your cutting remarks and mood swings.
