Your first name of Hitu has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
