The name of Huidemar gives you a very idealistic nature. Often, it is only through writing that you are able to express your true feelings freely and convey your deep appreciation for those in close association. Although you give the appearance of poise and confidence, you are reserved, sensitive, and self-conscious. Although you crave love and understanding, you are difficult to approach because you do not readily share your inner thoughts and needs. You are selective in your friendships and drawn to those who share your higher ideals. Because of your lack of self-assertion, it is not easy for you to carve a niche in the business world. You are quite reserved and inclined to feel sensitive and self-conscious, even though you strive to appear poised and confident. These emotions may ultimately push away those whose affections you crave and cause you to suffer loneliness. When under pressure you could experience sensitivity or tension in your nervous system that feels like butterflies. While you lack verbal expression and spontaneity under this name, you have a natural literary ability and writing comes easily to you.
