Your first name of Javidan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.
