Your first name of Jjh has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. Although you are not comfortable being the centre of attention, your dry sense of humour often deflects attention from your self-consciousness. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. Your tendency to be blunt and to-the-point makes you appear self-centred and unappreciative, and can lead to misunderstandings that alienate those closest to you. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. Your friends find you loyal, trustworthy, and dependable, but few people realize what noble intentions you have or how much you care. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.