Your first name of Julf has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
