Your first name of Khodar is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. You feel and sense much more than you can fully understand, and could become psychic if you delved into the occult. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. You find it difficult to be patient, practical, and systematic, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions.
