Your first name of Khoder creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. While your name brings you some fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.