As Koltan you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
