As Kostya you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.