Your first name of Lebaron has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
