The name of Mekala gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
