Your first name of Murdagh has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. You desire system and order but can be too particular in some things that matter to you personally, and then again lax and indulgent in other ways. You place great importance on whatever you happen to be interested in, and can be quite thorough and detailed in what you are doing, but find it difficult to be consistent. You are attracted to, and could excel in, the mechanical or technical fields, such as computers. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You scatter your efforts when things becomes too monotonous. You are technical and detailed to a point and yet lack concentration, scattering your efforts if a task becomes too monotonous. Thus, at times, you are motivated more by urges than by sound logic and reason. You have intense urges and feelings for which you can find no expression. You could suffer through nervous breakdowns or high blood pressure and its allied problems.