As Nicholass you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
