Your first name of Nickolaj is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. This name incorporates inspirational qualities, making you desire outlets in forms of art, drama, music, and vocal expression. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. Your appetite for quick energy foods could result in high blood pressure, skin rashes, and liver problems. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions.
