Your first name of Nicojan is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. You have a romantic nature and love deeply, however, a suspicion could lead you to feel jealous and possessive and, unless you check yourself it could create problems in relationships. You find it difficult to be practical and patient, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system.