The name of Nicolay gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. even in a crowd. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
