Your first name of Nidarshan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.