Your name of Nielmadhab gives you a clever, analytical mind, and causes you to be studious and serious, drawn to the deeper secrets of life. Also, tensions can arise with those close to you because of your tendency to be secretive with your own thoughts and plans, yet at times interfering in the affairs of others. Although you are not overly expressive verbally, you could excel at literary and artistic pursuits. You are drawn to the silence and beauty of nature; that is where you rebuild your energies and find peace of mind. It takes a confident person to read from your quiet thoughtful gestures that he or she is held in high regard. Others may misjudge your reserve as lack of interest or affection and, as a result, feel excluded and insecure. As you are sensitive to unhappy or hostile situations, and reluctant to share your feelings and needs, personal conflict could make you withdrawn and overly serious or moody. You have an appreciation for good music, literature, art, drama, and philosophy, and you could be creative in those fields. As it is not easy for you to share your deeper thoughts and ideals with others, you are inclined to choose the association of those few friends with whom you feel the most at ease and with whom you can enjoy companionship in a contemplative mood without feeling pressure for verbal communication. Tensions due to responsibilities or discordant conditions in your home or business affairs may cause worry and mental turmoil.
