The name of Nijil makes you very idealistic, sensitive, and inspirational. If given the training, you could specialize in some creative outlet in the arts such as playing a musical instrument or in dramatic expression. The qualities of this name demand that you serve humanitarian needs rather than a possessive personal relationship with an individual. You respond readily to appeals for assistance and can end up being unrealistic and over-generous, neglecting your own needs and those of your dependents. Your feelings are so strong that you are inclined to build your life around certain individuals and become wrapped up in personal love rather than seeking into the deeper truths of life; thus you could suffer losses in your affections and shattered ideals. Then there are extreme lows when you think the world is against you, and you become temperamental, hard to get along with, and inclined to express harsh words that you later regret. If you give to others and then sense your efforts are unappreciated or taken for granted, you could become resentful and self-pitying. You are generous and people are drawn to you because of your friendly and sympathetic nature. Otherwise you suffer losses and shattered ideals. When you are inspired and feel happy, life seems so wonderful; but you can be just as depressed and unhappy as well, feeling as if everyone is against you.
