Your first name of Nikolaj has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand and cannot express. Uncontrolled thoughts could cause you to become anxious, confused, or prone to worry. Any tragedies experienced could make you fearful of losing what you value most; as a result, you have a tendency to be overly protective and possessive, qualities that sometimes push away those you love the most. As a young person you would have many fine ideals, but bitter experiences could leave you feeling disillusioned. Insecurities in close relationships could lead to misunderstandings, deep-rooted jealousies, moods of depression, and emotional outbursts. You sense much that you do not understand, including premonitions and feelings of foreboding. It has given you a clever, deep mind and made you idealistic, highly sensitive, and deeply emotional. Unfortunately, uncontrolled thoughts make it difficult for you to retain emotional stability, and prevent you from finding proper peace and relaxation. Although this name offers many fine qualities, it will not bring stability to your thinking or attract to you the joy and happiness that should be a part of everyone's life.