The name of Nilsolaf gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
