Your first name of Nilstobias is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. You have a romantic nature and love deeply, however, a suspicion could lead you to feel jealous and possessive and, unless you check yourself it could create problems in relationships. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. This name incorporates inspirational qualities, making you desire outlets in forms of art, drama, music, and vocal expression. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. Your appetite for quick energy foods could result in high blood pressure, skin rashes, and liver problems. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions.