Your first name of Novozhil has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
