As Numedique you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
