Your first name of Nurism has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
