The name of Oxgan gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. You could excel in mathematics or science or other fields that require extreme focus and concentration, or you could be drawn to working with the products of the earth. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.